Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
Wow I'm writing here again. I haven't in a while. Well, now I am :]
It's Christmas Time again. I'm getting an 80GB iPod Video for Christmas [i know i'm not supposed to know, but my parents aren't the best secret keepers in the world] Anyways, I have been music searching this one and a half day that I've been on Christmas vacation and I found a shitload of new bands/artists that I liked and I thought I would share them to you in the form of links :] Be sure to check them out and show them some love :)

SAMMY AND HIS GUITAR= Totally awesome is all I can say :D

TEEN HEARTS= Fun dance music to make you hyper and sounds like skittles xD

AVERY PKWY= Fun music sorta mixed up sound :]

TWO YEARS AND RUNNING= Sounds like pop punk with an extra shot of spunk :]
Those were just a few of the bands I found and they're all very nice. I love music and I love finding new music :] It's what I do whenever I have the time. Give them a listen cause those bands are a bit different from each other. And if you want me to put your band on a future blog just send me a message on:
www.myspace.com/kidvicious11nikki
or on any one of these
AOL
MSN
Yahoo
That's most of it for now. I am off to go look for more great music. I'll update as soon as possible.
Smellyalater,
Nikki is HYPER
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something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
It's 1:00AM of November 15, 2008. Today is my friends' birthday. Today is also the birthday of the person I consider my worst enemy. One is turning 18 (that's my friend) and the other I don't even give fuck if he turns into a frog (I'd probably laugh my ass of and use him for dissecting in Biology XD) Anyways I just wanted to update you on the whole 18th birthday fiasco. I am still undecided about going even if the party is in like 15 hours, because I love my friend, but my hate for something is pulling me the opposite direction. Though I am really leaning towards the "going-to-the-party" option because I don't want to let my friend down. Even if it means having to look like an idiot and being bummed about it. The least I could do is show myself at least. I don't want to turn into the kind of person that turns her back on the people she grew up with. I wish she knew that the only reason I'm there is because of her. Thank heavens she's that much my friend that despite the circumstances I still want to go.
I told my friend about this problem the other day and what he said to me was that maybe I should go and just give up what I was going to do for my friend. Until now those word are stuck in my mind and I thought about this really hard. I remembered all the fun times I had with my friend and all the things she's done for me and I realized maybe I do owe her that much...and all she wants is for me to be at one of the most special events of her life. So yeah that affected me a lot.
Other than that thing that has been occupying this week. My classmates and I had our recollection this week and it was surprisingly fun and we got to know each other better. We even found out things about each other that you'd never guess. Some people who weren't very social opened up and now our class is more united hahaha all I can say is it really went above and beyond what I expected :]
Oh, I forgot to explain in the last post how my Sharpie became "Forever The Sickest Sharpie".
Well ever since I brought that Sharpie to school a few months ago, I brought it everywhere with me.(And I practically vandalized everything with it too XD) Then a few weeks ago I lost it. The other day though when I was feeling really bummed, I fell of my bed and found it under the table near my bed. I was so happy I had found the Sharpie it made my day, but you see when I was bringing the Sharpie with my it became FTSS because it did all this:





So that is it for now....
Nikki says byeez for now.
END TIME: 3:15AM
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something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
I MADE THE BIGGEST FUCKING MISTAKE OF MY TEENAGE EXISTENCE. I LEFT THE JOB OF TELLING SOMEONE THAT I COULDN'T GO TO THEIR 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY PARENTS, but I didn't consider the fact that my parents didn't know why I couldn't go. So now the person who's having the party probably thinks I'm a total spaztard/asshole/retard of a "FRIEND" and I still have to go to the party. FAN-fucking-TASTIC (can you hear the sarcasm in every letter of that word) I can almost taste the awkwardness of that...can you? Think about it. After being a total crap-sicle of a person trying to get out of going to the party. You end up getting let off the dress code (which was totally not the problem) and still having to go while you now feel like a TOTAL AND UTTER ASSHOLE! I'm might just shoot myself on Friday night.
You see I didn't know how to say that I wasn't going. I was thinking of making my parents do it. Then I consulted my friends (thank you Kurt and Jace) they told me that it might be better and maybe I wouldn't feel so guilty if I told her myself and maybe she would understand. So while I was trying to muster up the courage to tell her I wasn't going in the little time there was left to procrastinate about it, my parents said they'd take care of it. So I was like "uhmm okay, but please don't make it sound like I really didn't want to go or make me look like a total spaz." and I let them do it.
Then they go and tell the person I have fucking "ISSUES" with the attire(which AGAIN is SO NOT THE CASE!!!) so now I am not doing the 18 candles and they still want me to go. They should have just fucking shot me. She'll probably hate me and I'll probably die of utter un-awesomeness at the party and be a total kill-joy.I'm sorry in advance by the way.
This party is happening on Saturday. The day I am also due at my classmates house for a whole day of weirdness. Isn't life great? My other classmate does live near the party venue though, so maybe if I die she can bury me in her backyard or in the vacant lot beside their house.(Jace please do this when I'm dead, I'll tell Stephy to bring my corpse to you okay)
I'm not overreacting, I'm just totally...arghh there isn't even a word for how I'm feeling. I hate myself ,yet I want to explain myself, I'm a bad person? There might be a song for this, but I can't think of it yet.
Oh now I have some lines:
- "It's been a bitch of a week, yeah!"-"Saturday" by Kids In Glass Houses
- "I keep pushing myself even though I can't take it at all."-"Whoa Oh (Me vs. Everyone)" by Forever The Sickest Kids (I'm taking someones advice, but it's practically useless now)
- "The way we're living makes no sense, take me back to the age of innocence"-"Hollywood" by Cute is What We Aim For (because I want to go back to the time when what made me not want to go wasn't that big of a problem)
- "I've over committed myself, I guess this is growing up."-"Coffee Break" by Forever The Sickest Kids
That's about all I have for now, because I can't think anymore. I'm listening to music now. I have to go to school tomorrow, but I won't have any classes because it's our RECOLLECTION tomorrow.(technically it's in 4 or 5 hours) So we'll probably just hang around at school and talk about stuff. I'll bring the camera tomorrow just so I can get more shots of my classmates when they're not in uniform XD I feel a bit better now...music does a kid like me good. That's why I try to always have it with me...even if I have to sing to myself :]
I'll tell you how this story ends...soon.
I need to get hyper...xoNikki Neonxo
P.S. Guess what I found my special Sharpie the other day, but the thing on the cap was broken, but it's still useable I guess.
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something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
I slept for like 16 hours hahahaha since like 6:00 pm yesterday to 10:00 am today :D
Which makes me... not sleepy at all right now. I am bored though...
something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
/^/This is a survey I took on August 13, 2008 at 12:17 am and I saved it and found it just now and I thought I should post it here and try to get a reaction from the answers I put...XD/^/
(ORIGINALLY POSTED ON THE FRIENDSTER BULLETIN BOARD)
*MY 21 MINUTE SURVEY*
The longest survey you'll ever fillout!
Do the world a favor: fill it out andpost it for all your friends. Do thisbecause the person who filled it outbefore you didn't sit here for ages fornothing. Answer all the questionshonestly, no lying to avoid stuff.
starting time:~12:17 AM
Name:~NikkI or Nyx
Sister/s:~StepH
brother/s:~Luis, Marco and Gino
eye color:~Light Brown
Shoe size:~11 bwahahaha
Height:~5'5 last time I checked
What are you wearing right now?~Black Shirt and black shorts
Where do you live?~second star to the right...
Favorite Numbers:~03,05,07,09,11,13,15,19,21,27,31
Favorite Drink:~Red Wine with Sprite
Favorite Months:~May,June,September,October,December
Favorite Breakfast:~PANCAKES AND CHERRIES FOREVER!!!
***********Have You Ever***********
Broken a bone:~I'm not sure
Been in a hot tub:~It was a tub...and it was kinda hot does that count?
Swam in the ocean:~of course :P
Fallen asleep in school:~lots of times
Broken someones heart:~I dunno
Cried when someone died:~yeah sure
Sat by the phone waiting for someone tocall:~duh.
Saved e-mails:~ a few times
Been cheated on:~NopE
***********What is************
Your room like?~In 3 words: An Organized Mess
Whats right beside you?~My Bag
What is the last thing you ate?~DinneR
-------------------------DoYou--------------------------
Believe in love at first sight?~YeS
Like picnics:~Depends who it it with :P
-----------------------------------------
Who was the last person you dancedwith?~I think is was Jace, Mika and Precious
Who last made you smile?~Ben Berro:D ohhhsooocuteee!ilybb!
----------Final Questions-------------
What are you listening to right now?~"hello."-made for me(john ohhh)
what did you do today?~PRACTICE, GO TO THE MALL and WRITE
Good singer:~A bit.
Diamond or pearl?~ DiamonD 4 Life
Are you the oldest?~ Hard to Explain, but yeah TECHNICALLY
Indoors or out doors?:~LOCKED DOORS
------------------Today didyou----------------------
Talk to someone you like?~Ummm...Yeeeeaaaaahhhh
Kiss anyone?~no
Get sick?~Nu-uh
Talked to an ex?~Nah
Miss someone:~EXTREMELY
Eat:~Uh-huh
----------------Last personwho------------------
You talked to on the phone:~Dikles XD
Last person you txted:~ZacharY
Made you Cry?~Ryro!!!
Went to the movies with:~not a movie but I was with..ALL THE SOPHOMORES!!!!!!
You went to the mall with?~ JACE, MIKA, & PRECIOUS!
------------------Haveyou-------------------
Been to Vegas?~I wish...
been to New york ?~I wish yet again...
-------------------Random--------------------
Have a crush on someone?~Err..YUP(x999999999999999999)
What books are you reading rightnow?~I'm reading a few books so yeah like 4 books.
Best feeling in the world:~HypernesS!!!!
Future kids names:?~As long as it sound like they're the only one that have those names :D
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?~GABE THE BEAR!!!!!
What's under your bed:~Dust bunnies,Random Crap,Shoes and NEON BOYS!!FTW!?!?!
Favorite sport(s) to watch:~EXTREME SPORTS!!!!!!
Favorite location:~VenicE and CaliforniA
Who do you really hate?~J.G.A.V. to the core of my existence
Ever liked someone you didn't havea chance with?~YeaH and boy does that suck...!
You lonely right now?~not too much :)
What time is it now?~12:38 AM
With however long it took you tocomplete this, post as"my___minute survey"Labels: blogging, humor, hyperkidsaretheshit, lmao, neon, random, survey
something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
Home early...from school and I've been playing "Sims 2 Pets" for like 2 hours on my brother's PSP. Now I've got nothing much to do except hang around and watch Youtube videos. I've been thinking about how it would be nice to go on vacation to`Europe and just spend a few months there. But of course it might not happen for me soon, but someday I want to do that. I would also love to go to Canada and Australia I hear it's really nice there. I've beeen to the U.S.A and that was pretty awesome, too. If I could do something whenever I wanted to, no questions asked I'd probably pick to be able to travel anywhere. I want to see the world. But of course I'd bring a super camera with unlimited memory and stunning video and picture quality(hahaha like such a thing existed).
"Go on...grab your hat and fetch a camera. Go on...film the world before it happens"
-"She's a Handsome Woman" by Panic at the Disco
Anyways our intramurals just got done and we are all back to ACADEMIC work...BO-FUCKING-RING!!! XD We kinda zoned-out on studying during that week and almost completely forgot our lessons :D!!!Our school has so many activities this month, it's kinda wearing out both the students and the teachers, specially the Seniors who have A WHOLE LOT on their plates about college and getting into school and blah blah blah...The list goes on and on for them.
Thank the stars I'm not a senior yet. Sophomores like me have it pretty easy when it comes to a work load, but that doesn't mean that our teachers don't know how to dish out the pain. Some of our teachers give out home work like it's the end of the fucking earth. They deal out some pretty nasty shit and have cut-throat deadlines, too.
Thankfully I might get my early vacation...no no no it's not long like a summer vacation( though I wish it was :D) but my mom wants to go to Hawaii on our semestral break and she might pull us out of school for a few day after the sem. break ends so we can stay longer. I wish sem. break would come just a little sooner :D Until then I just have to wait for the weekends so I can chill out and hang around at my friends' houses or sleep in and go to the mall just to be random.
One new thing i learned is that when you put hyper kids(me and my friends) in a mall(SM) without parents/guardian/authority figures you get:
- A really messed up bunch of kids on a sugar rush hitting each other with pillows.
- Kids running around the mall screaming random shit.
- A WHOLE LOT OF SWEARING(that was mostly me...I guess XD)
- Kids wanting to buy a whole bunch of random crap.
- Pissed off sales people.
- Weird looks from other people in the mall.
- MORE HYPER KIDS!!!
Yeah that was our day in the mall shopping for costume stuff with was Jace, Precious, Mika and Me. Then the other time it was Kaith, Earl, Jace, Fred and Me who did random crap at the mall. And the other time it was Jace, Fred, Earl, Steph and Me at ATC. RANDOM HYPER KIDS ARE THE SHIT!!!
That's about all I can...ummm...type for now. Check in with you all very, very soon.
Stay HYPER,
Neon Hyper Nyx
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something called pain searing through;
Put a bullet through my head and we'll call it a night;
WOW
That was what was going through my mind last Thursday night I just could not contain myself.I had so much fun and I loved both bands so much I screamed my heart out. Crowned King was kinda shocked with the reception they got from the Filipino fans...but come on what crowd wouldn't love a band THAT enthusiastic (yes I mean Shaun and Rugan were REALLY wild!) Plus The fans were all so hyped-up to see Panic at the Disco! This was totally WAY better than Fall Out Boy (not that I didn't like FOB) I love the visual effects of Panic too.
Panic played a lot of my favorite songs like "Pas De Cheval","Northern Downpour","Camisado","Folkin' Around","Behind The Sea","We're So Starving" and "I Write Sins Not Tragedies". Brendon even changed the lyrics of "that green gentleman" so one of the line became " I never said I'd leave Manila..." and of course the crowd went wild and he took one fan's devil horns and wore it for one song :D(lucky kid). A lot solos by Ryan too :D and Brendon performed "Time to Dance" alone.
But the awesome stuff also happend AFTER the show too. So me and my sister went to the merch table where lots of people were and then we found out it was cause the boys from Crowned King were there ( hahaha! I almost fell when I saw Shaun :D) So I got the last of my money and some from my dad (yeah he watched the concert with my brother in different seats...meaning that it was away me and my sister) to buy a Crowned King CD and after that I really really really wanted MY CD signed by them.
So I took my sister and we made our way thru all the people. So finally I was standing next to a guard and in front of the guard was Shaun, Adam and Rugan (Crowned King). So first I asked Adam to sign my CD since he was closest to me. and he signed it and we talked a bit about how I wish they played longer and he said they were just opening but they want to do a full show next time. Then I got a picture with Adam and then I saw that Rugan was being dragged off by the bouncers so I was like "Can you sign my CD?" and he went "WHOA! wait wait wait!" and he practically stretched and scribbled his name on my CD hahaha it was so funny you should have seen his face. Then I had to tap Shaun on the back like 5 times then he turned and I asked him if he could sign my CD then he turned back to the table and I thought he wasn't going to sign...but he just got a marker XD LOL and finally he signed it and I was like "thanks so much *SMILES*" and he was like "Thanks for coming *drool worthy smile*" and well that ended my night with total AWESOMENESS :D
I'm posting part 2 which is the video and the pictures next time okay. :D
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY LOVING CROWNED KING AS MUCH AS I LOVE PANIC AT THE DISCO
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something called pain searing through;